Each morning, I pray as I awake and begin to praise God for my life and my family . One fatal day a horible surgery left me with serious health issues. I am thankful for life not only mine but every life. Especially the life of Jesus Christ that came and left us with the Christen teachings. In order to form a perfect church for God to return and Love. I make breakfast, first if I see my husband is in a hurry I never take the shower first because we getup at 5:00. there is no time for me. I must always put myself last. It has always been that way. this alone makes it hard for me to hold a job outside of our house. In the evening and most of the day , I am home and or at teachings in the Church for women. I am cleaning cooking sewing reading or writing about God and the teachings of Jesus. Before I found this site I was easily influenced to waste time by self rightous woman who called themselves Christian woman. Now I am seeking to win some of those to a deeper more meaningful relationship with christ. Especially to grow in the same way myself and get over my own selfrightousness. As we each have trouble with that according Gods word. After I get my children off to school. I return to pray time and then cleaning. I am noticing I am getting off schedule lately by worrying to much about what others think of me. So, now this week I am deeply concentrating on putting Christ first and no one else then I know everything will fall in place. Intimacy with Christ brings Intimacy with my mate. then a different kind of tender self is created in my mothering this is also called intimacy with God. My husband has slowly but surely become a person who I can trust. I know God can do all things. I trust God to help us grow together. We both have trouble with Diabetis mine came first after a surgery, and then his came the same way years after. I refused to take the medicine and I walked and prayed and God healed me. Now I am trying to help my husband become more active again. Often it is not easy. I take good care of my family, I mean I know their personalities better than anyone. So, if anyone can rejuvenate them it hasgoing to be me. When my husband goes to work he works in a isolated area alone. So we could never depend on the people at work to come to his aid. We have been through things and we have found people in the world could care less about us, so we muct care about each other. We found this out with our daughter the way she was brutally attacked once that left our familys heart broken. Our son attacked in Junior high, and high school by children whose parents claim to be christians. My children were taught not to hit back, to be good christians. Now we know better, we now teach them to take their part and never allow anyone to beat you or take your life. God alone can reach their inner spirtual concious. My Family My Gift From God! I Praise God For My Family.

I read this when it was first posted but I did not get time to post if i rush posting I always have spelling mistakes.
I remember the first time i learn to forgive my husband for being a flirt and doing things he did not realize was wrong. I use to wonder why some regions of the country had more flirts than others. You can watch people from different states and you can compare how they communicate. Children live what children learn. I pray soemtimes for hours for my precious mate. While traveling with my husband for many years i came to realize people are just people where ever you go and most do not call it flirting, and maybe that is why divoce is higher in parts of the country than others. Learning to communicate is big buisness. You can bank on that
eharmony and lots of dating services are counting on misconseptions in order to get their big contracts. I felt that where ever you have a mate that has had divorced parents ,you will find a very manipulative person who can not communicate and does not understand their own emotions. My husbands emotional needs have been a my main prayer focus as i believe every marriage is. This is what I have prayed for the most, communication, good if any manipulations, big buisness for us and not for consumers from us. For us not to become just another statistic. Our children to find with our homelife and actions two parents us, who can build a empire for God and lead guide and direct life in a more possitive foundation, than ever built by prayer and knowing Gods Laws.

This lesson today has definitely hit me over the head…sometimes I need that. =) Thanks so much for sharing!

That may sound wonderful to some of us (:o)(:o), but truly, God’s word says what is better for us.

This came at a very good moment for me and reminded me of just how sacred our own words should be.